What a 'Great Start' to a New Month!?!?!!?
I really hate to say this but it really sucks this March and it is just the beginning of the month only. I want it over soonest possible to get things get back to normalcy. F*** March!
THE FIRST TWO DAYS OF MARCH 2022
Received my mum's call in the late evening about 7+, telling me that my dad wasn't home yet from his swimming. And since he went nearby to swim, he never bring his phone, keys and wallet. Text my bro about it and he asked even until the moment I text him? I called home again to triple confirm and yes, not home yet. And just seconds after the last msg, the bro called and told me the dad's in hospital because he fell and hit his head when trying to get out of the pool. Bleed non-stop. Doctor said CT scan done and everything was fine, just nose part has to be a little careful and monitor any abnormality. DAMN IT! Asked my bro to call my mum because I don't know how to explain clearly even though I know what happen. Thank god he was conveyed to hospital conscious.
Shit! Wasn't the first time he went swimming and why this time? He damn suay (unlucky) sia. åÆ仄ååéäøē¹åÆ. So okay fine. Took urgent leave to pick him up with my bro the next day.
Was actually blaming myself because he texted me that afternoon to ask when is the delivery guy arriving to deliver the vaccum I bought for them. I replied not sure but so long as got 1 person at home to receive is okay.
WHY DID I EVEN SAY THAT? Major regret!
Because I assume maybe he want to go out and usually is for swimming so I never think too much as it was his form of exercise regime. If I just say not sure, maybe he won't go out and met with this unfortunate thing. 天ę fated. F***! I hope this so-called č”å
ä¹ē¾ on him shall block any misfortune after. *touchwood* Please, no more! Is scary to receive calls from home, telling me this sort of stuff. Really.
So onwards to the next day. Thank god he is fine but with a bandage on the forehead and one of his leg a little in pain. Asked him at A&E what exactly happen and he himself in shock too, don't know why he can slip and fall. Keep saying å°±ęÆåÆ äøē„éåÆ. And somemore bleeding non-stop. *faintz* OMG I cannot imagine the scene and how he felt at that moment. Arrgh... okay fine fine. So long he is fine now, other things don't matter. GOD BLESS HIM!!!!
That's not all for the day after picking him up.
Another thing to blame myself will be not holding on to his wallet till we get home. Accompany him at the counter to settle the bill. Then all done, I passed him back his wallet, thinking it would be fine when he put in his pocket. Little do we know that he actually dropped his wallet inside the cab on our way back home. In the afternoon, this guy came to our doorstep to look for him to return his wallet. My bro and I were puzzled and my bro asked me, my dad's wallet not with me meh? I said I passed back to dad liao. Then the guy turned out to be the cab driver whom we took the ride home in. He came to return his wallet with all things inside.
How I know? Because before picking him up from hospital, I went home to pick up fresh clothes for him to change. Grab his wallet too as asked by my bro. So I kaypoh his wallet to see what is inside. And that's how I know what's in there. I even put a $50 note inside. So both my bro and I keep thanking the driver. Humanity restored. If the driver never return it, I will be cursing myself like hell from top to toe. Stupid idiot me!
2 regretful things I did. å„å„ä¹äøļ¼čŖęå®ę. This is so traumatic to me honestly. I'm like causing him misery indirectly. Probably some unavoidable things like this type of č”å
ä¹ē¾ can ę” all the ē¾ and ē
away from my family, every single one. We never know. Suay means suay.
Before I head home with my bro after settling him back home, I can't help but wrote to SportsSG via their feedback system, to thank the lifeguards and whoever helped and sent him to the hospital. Also provided some feedback on considering some enhancement on the features by the pool side especially, given that there may be elderly swimmers, not just kids.
After this episode, another one came. Not č”å
ä¹ē¾ thank God! But I just don't feel like talking about it. Hopefully will be better in no time. I hope no more bad decisions again too.
Please God, don't play the å„å„ä¹äøļ¼čŖęå®ę or 天ę kind of game. I cannot take it. Enough for me for the week. Miserable. Keep stamping my feet because of frustration over these stuff. Cursing all vulgarities out.
3rd day of March at night, I decided to write to the MP of my folks' place. I DM the MP via Instagram, raising my concerns in hopes that they (SportsSG and the MP) can come together and do more to secure the safety of swimmers. Gave extra suggestion on top of what I have suggested to SportsSG, which my Hub suggested. Hope that MP will see my DM and do something about it.
That's all. Shall get over with it soon. Felt damn terrible!!!!! DAMN IT! This is also a reminder to myself that once I sensed something, just react to it even if it is a false alarm or whatsoever!
