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26 Years of Quiet Love: Farewell to My Beloved Baby

Forever my Big Baby Introduction: The Gentle Shadow On April 19, 2000, a tiny terrapin quietly crawled into my life and changed it forever. I bought her from a little neighborhood shop at my local market, the kind that sold ornamental fish, pet food, and basic aquarium supplies (the shop has long gone) . Back then, I actually brought home two or three baby terrapins. Being so young and not knowing much about pet care, the others sadly didn't survive very long. I still remember the tears I cried back then (not as much as this time) , gently burying one in a small hole I dug downstairs at our HDB block. Completely unaware at the time that digging there wasn't permitted! But through it all, one strong, resilient little soul stayed with me: my Big Baby (my parents called her Gui Gui (乌龟的龟) . In those early days, we really had no idea how to properly raise a terrapin. We simply learned as we went. I started with a small, basic tank, changing her water every single day and feeding h...

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Cant of sad.. Seein my surroundin frens gettin married.. Or preparin for their customary ceremony.. Haiz.. Anyway for mi, I can forget abt tat.. Cos my guy is nt ready for tat.. N I giv up talkin abt tat issue to him liao.. Wateva I hv plan are deleted away by mi.. Wateva I create for tis relationship is gone... Tink wat I wan to do nw is pamper myself more.. So I decide to spend more money on myself than savin wit him... Cos I lost tat kind of spirit liao.. Conclusion, he is simply nt someone to talk to abt marriage.. Haiz.. When I tink abt it, I feel so upset.. Tink for nw, let no 'marriage thingy' to get into the conversation of him n I. Spend e time, money for my further studies, travellin n other personal plans of mine.. Tat shall b e way.. I'm no younger liao.. Bt he tinks I stil hv e time ba.. Bt he nv tink tat mi n him r two different creatures on earth, tat is a man n a woman... Woman's youth gt a limit.. Man's dun hv.. I simply wont wan to b like his sista who get pregnant in mid thirties.. OMG!!! Y I cant hv kids when I stil haven rch tat kind of age? Y cant I hv a happi family wit him at e early age (mean b4 30 for mi)? I think he stil feel tat he is young.. My foot!!!! Goin to turn 35 soon in Dec... Uncle of two nephews and nieces.... So old liaoo... Arrgh.. Dun talk abt it liao... Let him b... *Sigh*

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